Sergei Rachmaninoff — A Lifetime in Music, by Sergei Bertensson and Jay Leyda

What is art? It is explained perfectly by Rachmaninoff.

My constant desire to compose music is actually the urge within me to give tonal expression to my thoughts. . . .That, I believe, is the function that music should serve in the life of every composer; any other function it may fill is purely incidental. . . . What I try to do, when writing down my music, is to make it say simply and directly that which is in my heart when I am composing. If there is love there, or bitterness, or sadness, or religion, these moods become a part of my music, and it becomes either beautiful or bitter or sad or religious.

Having a son who shows as much promise as this great Russian did as a child, I often wonder if it’s all really worth it, all the work that goes into consummating talent. An absent foolish father, being sent away from home at nine, a mean teacher, two world wars, all this did bring about some of the most beautiful, meaningful music ever composed. So did hypnotherapy, early exposure to some of the greatest musical talents of all time, and eleven years in Conservatory. After reading this extensive account of the Russian artist’s life, it makes one keenly aware of the influences we expose talented children to, how those experiences will shape their art for all their lives.

Of course, it isn’t influence that births talent. Much of Rachmaninoff’s musical ability was inherited by his father, as was his inherent laziness and irresponsibility. It was the mean teacher, by today’s standard abusive, who worked this laziness out of him, by commanding every minute of his day, but exposing him to the greatest art and artists of the day–not just music and musicians, but visual art, plays, books, poetry, every kind of art.

Nikolia Zverev was known as an excellent but severe piano teacher . . . When a needy pupil showed unusual gifts, Zverev’s generosity matched his severity. This year Rachmaminoff was one of three pupils whom Zverev brought into his home, on the condition that he could supervise their lives and interests while they continued piano lessons with him at the Conservatory.

Rachmaninoff later learned to love this teacher and always regretted parting with him. We would not encounter such a situation here in Canada today. We know better.

Everyone knows that Rachmaninoff composed extensively, but I did not realize the range of music he composed, everything from his famous concertos to choral music to ballets. It was not fun for him to endure all those years of the critic’s heyday, but nothing seemed to stop him from composing, or performing, not exile or illness or even war, even though he was well known for saying, “Music can only succeed where there is peace and quiet.” Only conducting was hampered by fatigue and failing health in his later years.

Rachmaninoff is nearly as well known for his self criticism as he is for his music, but I was surprised to learn of his wry sense of humor. Imagine six in the morning the day after your wedding, disturbed by a clamor outside your bedroom window you look out to find the world famous conductor conducting an orchestra of pots and pats played by your wedding guests.

It took some hoop jumping to allow Sergei to marry his longtime companion and cousin, Natasha. They had two daughters, one of whom married a prince who left her a widow while expecting their first child. They lived all over Europe, but ended up in America for the last years. His wife reports as he lay on his death bed, “…in his delirium he often moved his hands, as if conduction an orchestra, or playing a piano.”

Sergei Rachmaninoff was as great in talent as he was in stature, soaring above his contemporaries and successors still. How blessed we are to have still available the results of this extraordinary, brilliant talent.

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Normal

“Why do they call it the glove compartment? You don’t put your gloves in there.”

Guess who said this. A young child? Maybe a nosy adolescent girl? How about a musical genius teenage guy?

If you guessed the last answer, you are correct! Here is your prize! (handing you a million dollars)

I don’t know, he just suddenly comes out with these things at 11:30 at night. Now he’s playing some beautiful piano piece that I know but can’t name on his six foot Yamaha grand piano.

I met a young mom today and her young son. At three he’s reading and knows three languages. He talks your ear off and he’s so brilliant and entertaining that you don’t mind at all. And talk about cute! But I feel for this mom. Having a genius is so enormously difficult, you can’t imagine. She doesn’t know this yet. Maybe I should have told her…but she wouldn’t believe me anyway. I made the same mistake.

But doesn’t everyone want a genius child? Uhm, I hope not. Each genius comes with a set of difficulties that can range from a speech impediment to bipolar. Genius doesn’t come without a cost.

I have raised the latter of these scenarios. He also was reading at three. He used to read the newspaper before going to kindergarten. School was so boring for him that the teacher could not give him enough workbooks to keep him busy while the other mere mortal students caught up with him. He got into trouble and I took him out. As in homeschooled him.

At home he practically exploded intellectually, and actually did end up exploding emotionally. Having the curse of being firstborn, I wonder that he turned out as well as he did, but to do it again I wouldn’t have listened to so many doctors. They generally don’t know what they’re doing when it comes to psychiatric conditions.

My son managed to become a Linux expert, and I mean expert, but he suffers horribly. I wish he was normally stupid like the rest of us.

My youngest is still playing his piano. The other day he had a meltdown. A nasty one. So bad blood actually spurted from his nose. I’m still tired from it, but he’s pretty much recovered.

Okay, now this piece I recognize as Beethoven’s Ode to Joy symphony. Such beautiful music I get to enjoy. But I wish he was normally stupid like the rest of us.

I don’t understand why parents want their kids to be so smart. It’s not that important. Normal is better. No, normal is beautiful, healthy and productive. I like normal.

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St. John’s Passion

Beautiful. Just beautiful. I know, a boring, overused word, but I suppose it’s overused because it’s just the right word, as in this occasion. The concert with the Grand Philharmonic Choir was simply beautiful. I had never heard this venerable Bach composition before, but it is quintessentially Bach. Counterpoint galore and no need for rhyme and metre, and an overworked tenor, who did a fantastic job, there was no question as to the composer. Everything about this piece is “right”, as though Bach invented the moral standard for liturgical music. Great concert, great choir, great soloists, and great composer.